I was missing you a bit. And i wont lie about it. Relationship that having a lie in it no matter how small will be over before you know it.
Of coz we are having a relationship. I wont do what im doing now with just somebody else.
I wont behaving like this with strangers.
Yes. We are frens.
Relationship defines.
I finally get rid of my yahoo msgr not before deleting all my history with that guy before.
I just found the courage to do so.
No. Im not in a relationship with a new guy. Not that easy to move on. Deleting the history was a very big step for me. Yes i didnt cry.
Im currently enjoying my freedom.
My life no matter how pathetic, im living it.
Im not going to move on with my life by moving on with another guy. Its preposterous and its lame. Im not a teenagers anymore. Im an adult.
Im big enough to deal with the world by myself.
Of coz baby.
Having you here makes it all much easier to bear.
Baby dun look at me
I really dun want you to see
Im in tears
Im in defeat
Baby without you
Im incomplete
You know what is nice.
When you left, you always leave behind a fragment of yourself.
You are gone, but I can sense your presence.
You are not here, but I can feel your laughter.
And I, I don't even got the chance to miss you.
There are few reason why a girl weeps. Among others:
-sad
-happy
-pain
-fear
Mine was you.
What would happen when I dun have anything to talk about
No more question to ask
No more story to tell
What would happen to us
While it lasts
Bring tears to my eyes
This is all temporary
Pain wont last long
Heart will be strong
And nothing will go wrong
This isnt love Im feeling
Nor affection of what we are having
Its just a matter of the moment
I admit the thought of you fills my head
But as I have earlier said
It is just..
Us.. you and me..
Making the best of it.
Whatever it might be.
Be thankful. Be grateful.
Thank you.
Bluest skies. Deeper seas.
Still I cant believe it.
You and me.
Nothing really matters anymore.
It was fated that we met online.
Then we started to be friend.
But I have fallen hard before and my face was an inch from the ground.
I dun see it coming. I fail to notice.
So I have learnt my lesson.
I shall not fall again.
Not anymore. Not for now.
Not for you.
No.. please..
Please dont make me..
I cant sleep..
Have mercy.
Uhuks.
