Ketigapuluhlima

Sleep deceives me.

Ketigapuluhempat

Awak.
I hope you dun mind.
Each time I think of you I started to rhyme.
I am not as typical as you expect me to be.
I dun always say what you wanna hear.
I dun say I miss you as often as I should.
I am scared to tell you I love you.
In truth, I dunno how to.

Awak.
Saya tak sama macam mereka.
Saya tak petah berkata kata.
Saya tak pandai mengolah cinta.
Saya juga tak punya apa apa.

Awak.
I think of you so often.
As soon as the sun began to shine.
I still think of you at this moment.
And the clock showing quarter past nine.

Awak..
There is only hurt here..
Nothing more can be done..
The blood still trickling..
And Im far from being fine..

Awak.
You chase away my fear.
You lighten my days with laughter.
You make me smile even when Im sad.
You make me grin like a sly cat.

Awak.
Im thankful for your presence.
Im grateful for your kind thoughts.
I know it looks like not much.
But Im starting to sway a little.
Im starting to lose my balance and wanting to fall.

Awak.
Please.
Dun catch me just let me be.
Im not ready for this.
Leave.
You dunno what you get yourself into.

You are hurting yourself.
And I am already bleeding.

Only hurts live here.

Ketigapuluhtiga

I feel bad at times for being untruthful to you.
I just can't say what are my thoughts dear.
I fear for you.

Not for me.
You might flee.

Not for a while but forever.

I wish I could be shameless snivellous person at times.
So I could tell you.
I could even tell the world.
What I really feel inside.

But.

What good does it make baby?
For I have found solace in each pray.
I have told Allah about you.
I think that's enough gesture.
It is sufficient.

It is sacred.

I don't have to tell you after all.
It is okay if you not knowing.

After all, I am in love.
This is what people do when they fall in love.

Be patient and wait in line. Patiently.

Ketigapuluhdua

Buat buat tunggu.
Buat buat rindu.

Ketigapuluhsatu

Jauh dari mata
Dekat dalam jiwa
Bila awak ada
Puas puas bermanja

Awak terbang lagi
Tinggal saya sini
Walau jauh dari paksi
Awak tetap dalam hati

Saya tanak rindu rindu
Saya penat hati sendu
Awak duty leklok dulu
Sampai masa kita bertemu

Saya tunggu saja
Awak balik nanti
Saya dah malas nak cerita
Sampai Isnin jumpa lagi

Ketigapuluh

I wish I could
Be a reason for your good mood

Bila ku pergi kamu mencari
Bila ku bisu kamu lagi kelu
Tapi jari tetap menari
Menaip bait bait yang sakti

I just wanna be the one and only
To paint a smile on your sweet face baby

I want to be the one who crosses your mind
Every each and every time

Ini bukan cinta
Ini cuma kita

I want to occupy your thought
That even when you sneezed
It is me that burst out

I want to be different from you
So we can always be recognised
I have stopped finding the equilibrium
Coz I think our differences are nice

Indah bunga senyuman
Sedikit rasa tertawan

I will always divert away from you
Coz I know
Whichever path I choose
It will bring me back to you

We dun belong to one another
We are far apart but we are together

Kumohon jangan pergi dahulu
Belum puas mahu berpujuk rayu

How I wish to keep all this as unclear
Coz I cant handle it if you are ever near

I wish I could
Be the reason for your good mood

Im not thinking of you now
But it is you in my head somehow

Ajaib kan?

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