Keempatpuluhlima

Easy for them to judge, and go on with their life.
And their judgment, lingers.
Their words, shreds what little courage and confident that I have.
I cannot be like them for I am weak.
But if being weak keeps my sanity and dignity, I would rather be a weak person.
I can't help myself but to compare.
I will never be as succesful as them.
There are things that stopping me.
And I want, really, to be stopped.