Awak yg luar biasa
Yesterday I was beyond happy
I was wondering why
I tried so hard not to grin
Let alone to smile
For I dun have any reason to be as happy as this
Then I saw you online.
Thank you God.
Yet, I took it for granted.
I thought I was selfless..
Guess I'm not.
I didn't say proper goodbye.
I dun even say what I felt.
I was ashamed for feeling this way.
Way too happy.
I miss our conversation.
Maybe I miss you a bit.
Kamu
Terdetik rasa rindu
Walau hanya seminit berlalu
Berlari lari darah ke segenap nadi
Memikirkan kamu di awan biru
Tiada yang ku mahu
Hanya kamu senantiasa dalam lindungan Yang Esa
Hanya itu yang ku pinta
Dalam tidur dan di dalam jaga
Ku harap kamu tenang tenang sahaja
Kan ku tunggu kamu dengan senyum dijiwa
The one pledge that I would be making.
I would be here, taking care of myself.
I would be wary of my surroundings.
I would be true to you.
I would be a better person.
I would wait for you for as long as needed.
I would pray hard for you till God take pity on me and grant my wishes.
I would be patience with the hardship that I have foreseen.
I would safekeep my heart in a chest and throw away the key to you.
I would protect myself from any form of harm.
I would be responsible in each action.
I would be yours.
Ya Allah.. perkenankanlah.
Hanya padaMu ya Allah hambaMu ini meminta minta.
Amin ya rabbal alamin.
And her one time ultimate worryness.
This is totally new to me.
Coz you just came knocking on my window pane.
When the Mh370 incident came to light, I was shocked and saddened. Eventhough I dun have anyone that I know in the flight, I was grieving slightly.
Then, along came you. There is something odd about you. You are the high flyer, the out ot reach kinda person, yet, you reach out to me.. (oh, maybe it was I who make the first move).
I still remember when you were telling me about you destination, which was in AU, you said it was your first. Without you knowing, there was a knot in my stomach.
At first I dunno what was bothering me. I can't put my finger on it.
Then it hit me. It was you.
You have made me feel uneasy.
I can't sleep for two days.
Then I prayed.
I prayed for your safety. For your safe journey home. So you can come back in one piece.
And send me a message or two.
From that day onwards..
My life is never been the same.
There is always for Abah.. Mak.. adik badik..
And you.
Ya Allah, peliharalah dia walau dimana dia berada, di atas awan mahupun lautan. Semoga dia senantiasa dalam lindungan kasihMu ya Allah.. berikan kami semua berita gembira.
Amin. Ya rabbal alamin.
